Sooooooooooooooo, why do we(or I) usually fall for the one that's completely wrong for us(or me)? Well for me, I tend to like the people who most likely won't like me back which is entirely not intended but for some strange reason its like I am attracted to all the "bad" guys and im totally clueless why. I don't know what to do sometimes cause i end up tryna get to know a guy who turns out to not even be interested. AHHH its so frustrating cause once I try to drop the guy he finds a way to pop back up. I have a freaking weakness for all the WRONG guys & it sucks really badly. People were tellin me not to give up Dude (let's call him Dude)and people were telling me to find someone else but in reality I was confused because I liked him & I was hoping he would like me too but I knew he was all wrong for me. But, recently, I got over him... I realized that it wasnt worth my time to just waste it on Dude because obviously it wasnt going anywhere. I dont even know why I liked him. He talked to me but like it didnt seem like he was trying to gt to know me but yet his words led me on. I feel so idiotic. I usually am strong in various aspects of my life but when it comes to guys I dont know how to react. However, today I did realize that maybe I do set my standards for my "guy-friend" a little too high which makes it hard for me to get closer to the ones thatll probably be good for me.. But currently, I feel that letting go of Dude was a good idea, it will take some time but I will get over it.. Some boys are stupid because they lead on innocent girls but girls are slightly idiotic for falling for the guy that seems to be right for her. Well, enough about Stupid Boys & Idiotic Lambs..
CCGC Evals is today =) Ahh I can't wait, I'm holding a lot of weight on my shoulders but I have faith that my Guard will DO IT UP & PULL THROUGH to make Mitch and Raquel proud. =) =) =)
Mood: excited & growing, Opening my eyes o something bigger & better =)
until then,
capJAC
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