Yay & Nay

Yay!!! I got my license finally.. but Nay =/ the stupid ( well to me ) thing is that my dad still chooses to treat me like i still have my permit. & ever since Ive gotten my license he's been even more strict with mey driving, it's driving me insane and making me even more paranoid!!! I haven't even drove without him coming with me. WHAT THE HECK is all that about.. But i guess its okay because I am his first kid to start driving but that still doesnt excuse the fact that he tries to change the subject everytime I talk to him about getting me a car or about driving myself to school or even about teaching me how to drive stick on the car we already have.. Sometimes i think my dad wants me to live in a box and never leave it. Seriously. He treats me like I can't walk on my own two feet sometimes erh I can't stand it & I can't escape the idea that my dad treats my brother like he's some type of trophy! But I guess I just gotta suck it up and just be thankful that my dad is there for me. But eventually he had to loosen up right? I mean he can't be smothering me with parental guidance FOREVER ( I hope not ) I have no idea though about how I can get my dad to trust me. I already try my best to live up to his expectations with good grades, NO boys ( that he knows of ) , church & blah blah blah so there shouldnt be a reason why he shouldn't TRUST me. GAH my simply excuse ( for now ) is because I AM A GIRL

I guess Ive got to go...
Until NEXT TIME
-capJAC




PS REST IN PEACE LOLA ROSALINA 'SALING' ISRAEL
You are loved & greatly missed...